general gabbery. gibbering? one of those.

So did see 'Amelie' again last night and did enjoy. F. however, having had a very long day fell asleep on my shoulder. She said it wasn't the movie, just her being tired. I tried not to take it personally, especially on the way home when she was cranky and not very.....um...nice? I don't know. Being slightly insensitive to the emotions of others and usually needing things explained to me("Jo doesn't really want to talk to you anymore." "Why?" "She thinks you're not reacting in the appropriate way to such-and-such situation." "Wha?" and so on), when I notice something I usually swing into ultra-paranoia. Clearly this person hates me. I have done something wrong. How can I fix this? With humour is my usual response but was also the inappropriate reaction that lead to the end of one friendship. So I just end up worrying about it and building it up in my mind until it blows completely out of proportion. As was the case last night. F. apologised for her crankiness and I breathed a sigh of relief. How pathetic am I? Very.

In less delusional news, while waiting to meet people for the movie I slipped into the video store and on a whim asked if they had "Hard Core Logo". I felt the need to tell the guy looking it up that it wasn't a porno despite the title. To my surprise they had it and it was in. As I was about to hire it alasen found me and when I showed her the cover she squealed which I found intensely amusing. I, of course, was cool enough to keep my squealing internal. ::grins:: . So she came over this arvo and we had a lovely little Callum-love fest. eeeeeee. Okay, I have to confess I hadn't seen it before and had been hesitant about the movie, considering some of the stuff I'd read about it and I am willing to admit how wrong I was. I really, really liked it. I don't know how much of that is coloured by my current CKR obsession(watched 'Masterminds' last week. mmm. dirty.) but I enjoyed the movie for itself. I was fully prepared to hate Joe Dick, but didn't. He was so charismatic and I could understand the pull he could have on the other characters. And the slashiness! Whoa. Not exactly with the subtle. I liked the music too.

In closing, enjoyed. Will watch again. When I buy a DVD player it is on my list of stuff to buy. Also bought a new mobile phone(old one died) and looked at the new iMac. Am contemplating. Shall possibly purchase when more fiscally solvent.